and so i cried ....

A MOMENT TO REMEMBER







A LOVE TO KILL

what good is love ....

what good is love

when I kept on hurting
when tears kept falling
when smile seldom touches my heart
when you're not here to comfort me ....


what good is love

without your touch
without your care
without your love ....

what good is love

if I am taken for granted
if I have been forgotten
if in your world I never exist ...

what good is love

when I just kept on longing
when you are loving someone else
when you belong to her

what good is love

when I am numb
when I am breathless
when I am lifeless ....

quills ....

with your gentle hands ....
you stretched out the white linens ...
and you held me ....
stroke ever so gently ....smoothly ...
while I glide with pleasure ...
together we poured out our desires ....
word by word ... we utter our sighs ....
a moment we both treasure ....
breath then .... for a moment...
again ... you held me sweetly ...
sweet strokes of love and passion
and a poetry is created ....


A quills poem ....

shitashii ....

I can hear your heart beat ...
you're so much closer than I have imagined before
am I dreaming ? or hallucinating ?
am I not feverish ? or was it your touch ?
or my skin that was burning by your touch ?

my head is spinning , I am sure that my logic was lost ...
and there's no sense on getting them back
all that matters is your heart's thud ...
to know you're alive is so much worth living for ...
and to savor your sweet lips ...
tasting your summer scent ...
now I know what paradise means ....

I clung to you and you saved me from this solitary confinement
dearest .... I am yours now ...
come and claim what belongs to you ...
let our souls collide ....
yes ... embrace me into those intoxicating comfort ...
make me complete as our bodies glide into eternity .

breath ... remind me to breath for your tenderness is suffocating
as your satin skin brushed against mine passionately ...
sinking deeply into these sweet surrender
hold me tight as we flew higher ...
and as we reached this infinity
above the clouds we both sigh ...

you sought for my face and i saw your gentle eyes
no need to utter words my love ...
pull me closer to your heart ,
so I can hear your heart beat ....

aishiti masu ...


English tittle : Intimate

a little... hello

for a while i have been seeing your little " hello's "
for a while it's been making me smile ...

a special friend with the sincere hello
a friend who means to me

there you smiling upon reading this little poetry
for that little hello
that inspires me so ...

i wish to thank you ...
i wish to see you too ....

Almost Blue ....

tick - tack- tick ...
the clock ticks while my heart breaks
I'm counting the time
each second of heart ache ...

drip - drop -drip ...
while my tears dripping down my face
while my heart is tearing apart ....

I watch you fade ....
and slowly you went away ...
the love had faded
this love was wasted ...

in this valley of darkness where light evades me
in this sorrow where hope eludes me ....

slowly I will embrace death for it would be such a bliss
rather than a lifeless doll
sitting in this dark shelf sanctuary .
this melodrama must end as twilight comes
and a sad rhapsody to complete this agony ....

forgotten fairytale ....

you are the rainbow
who sprinkles colours in this gloomy existence
you are the warmth that comforts my cold lonely nights
who gives me joy and laughter
you are the the life in this lonesome solitude
who makes it meaningful and full of laughter
you are the wish i wished on a falling star
who makes my dreams come true
you are the one who dries my tears
who makes me smile to keep from crying
you are my knight in shining armor
who makes my fantasy complete
you are my ever after
and I am ...

your forgotten fairytale ....

Winter Tears ...

it's gonna be December soon....

and here i am again ... feeling you closer more than ever ...
your sigh .... and breathing .... warmth my skin ...

I'm still trying to put a face upon those whispers ...
trying still to figure out the face behind the love you've given ....
still counting sleepless nights ...
still wishing for you to come true ....

here i am ... again ...
trying to search for the name who has no face
for the love that was half fantasy
for the poetry unsaid ...
for the songs and dreams we shared ....

i lived for the memory of it ,
hoping that one day you'll come to life
to feel your embraces
to warm my cold December ....

Longings ...

On the verge of brain suffocation due to immense
and uncontrollable cramming of subjects into my brain,
I'm constantly getting a vision of your silhouette pasted on the window ...
dancing with the curtains as the light illuminates your distracting figure ...
which continuously strangled my heart with pain and desire
to hold you near my heart and embrace your summer scent
and calm this surging longing of thy love ....