Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts

Friday, July 22, 2011

The Ferry Ride....

I can't remember if when was the last time I rode the metro ferry  on my way home... it just seems very inaccessible for me and time consuming....

But today I did! It was brave enough for me to go to Colon Street and took  a jeepney ride to Pier 3 which has changed and improve a lot since my last visit.

And it is just the perfect day for a Metro Ferry ride, the sun is up and shining and the hum of the waves so soothing  as the cool wind plays through the tangles of my hair...

All in all I enjoyed the ride and all my childhood memories flooded through.. cotton candies and balloons after Sunday church with lola and lolo...  as the ferry sails home...

And took some photos for souvenirs ...  






Thursday, July 22, 2010

scribblings...


...let the night embrace your weary thoughts.
let dreams  heal your broken soul....

let love warm your solitude and lonesome dawn...
let sunshine touch your numb emotions...

... let go of your worries and by tomorrow
you get to live again!!!

for Leo.

Monday, May 10, 2010

red ... red ... wine .

a  satin touch
of this
unbroken crystal ...

a little fire ignites ...
i tasted ...
i suckled in your velvety flavor ....

an ardent  dance
of
crimson tides ....

i held you closer to my lips....
warmed by the candlelight .

a smooth rapture
descended
to quenched this withered  soul
and cure my woes ...

once again
imbibe   thee my lips
red ... red.. wine .

Thursday, May 6, 2010

sleepless ...



then ...
i woke up
with this deafening silence .

a still room
with just the curtain blown by
the breeze ...

i twisted
i turned
i tumbled on this crumpled sheets ....

sleep evades me ...

i closed my eyes ...
and
i saw your face ....
i hear your voice ...
i hear you sing ...

and so .
i twisted
i turned
i tumbled on this crumpled sheets ....

i hugged your  pillow

i inhaled your scent on it ...
i breathed  your warmth ....

i closed my eyes
and
a tear rolls down my face ...

and so.
i twisted
i turned
i tumbled on this crumpled sheets ....

and  a sob ached my chest .

stars



Star gazing isn't that enchanting anymore without you ...

Friday, April 30, 2010

hello ...


come to me now ...
spring is here .

I wished I had forgotten ...
those nights in your arms .

but

you came again
and said HELLO

and I was taken
with your song ...

those sweet lullabies
and tender kisses ...

the unspoken promises of ...
love or desire ?

nonetheless ...
what matters now is
you came again
and said hello...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

summer sunset


the flowers bloom
the blue sky
the sunshine

summer is here  ….

the waves so white
the scent of the sea
the colorful starfish

summer is here…

the silky sand
the soothing breeze
the curtains dance

summer is here …

the lovely sunset
the midnight sky
the lonely soul

because you’re not here .

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Experiment 101 : Passion , Pleasure and Poetry



the thought of a man's skin ....
warm skin - brushing against mine
tickles my spine with pleasure or yet even more  ...
that doesn't leave me wondering' right ?
but what I've been  wondering , dreaming
and desired the most  is
how would this MAN would  write about me .
I've been in love with poetry ever since ....
fallen " in " and "out " of love with men who wrote and loved  poetry ...

.... I pained and hurt ...
but then there was
passion
pleasure
and
poetry
... after the anguish torment of  illusions and  fantasy ...



These three words :

(1) Passion
(2) Pleasure
(3) Poetry

A friend once told you  that desire is a very dangerous thing .
Are you up to it ?



Three words can sum up the experiment:

(1) Passion
(2) Pleasure
(3) Poetry

Without the first, the third is flat and colorless. Without
the second, the first is only a dream, and the third, a lifeless

set of words. And without the third, the first and second are
but fleeting emotions, forgotten at midday, and gone by sunset.

I've often wondered how it is like to feel a woman skin and
write the emotions directly, as if very tactile touch is a word

that is to be born into this world.

For this, we'd need four walls, a bed,  you, me and our wits.

This is a visualization of "poetry lives in the lining of your skin".
And what better way to feel than to be beside somebody who

adores and writes poetry.


( Note : Found this on my email last night .... makes me smile though )

" Groping for Words "


Stairway.
Seven and nine.
Between.

Between lips breathing fire.

I sense you.

Drawn.
Like magnets.
I close my eyes.
Lights.
Shadow.
Dim.


I'll paint your neck with desire.

A kiss.
Words.
They flow..
Like raindrops from the sky.

I struggle to
Find
Words
To describe.

The flavor of your kiss eludes me.

It eludes me.


Stairway.
Please.
One more.
Time.


Note :  from a friend  ... just posted it here since it is " too much for his own brand " lol.
    

Thursday, January 28, 2010

eyes closed ...



you wake up each  morning ....
and think about me .... thinking if what i'm doing...

you close your eyes for a moment...
and will imagine if what i must me doing right now ...
then you would imagine other things like... what if you wake up one morning and i'm beside you ...
you would hug and kiss me...
breath in my scent... you will hold me closer ... and whisper ..
" i love you  ... "
and you will close your eyes ...
and wait  for the " i love you too " part ...
still you will hold me close and feel my warmth ...
close your eyes and you don't want to wake up yet...
hoping that the dream will not end...
not just yet...
please not just yet ....
i do the same thing each morning ....

when you're not with me ....


photo by :
Skategirl

Friday, January 15, 2010

interlude ...



smile ...

you captured my heart  ...
a yearning touch ...
a longing heart ....

intertwined with this emotions

of ...

love ....
passion ...
and a journey to the past ....

softly  you whisper ....
sweet words and hoarse sighs ....

love me ...
never leave me ...

promises ...
and
dreams ...

your song ... never fades away ....

you .
me.

and somewhere between life's journey ...

we met again .


for you my love ....

Friday, January 1, 2010

back in your arms again ...



i can see that you are broken
i want to heal your wounds
i want to comfort your soul

i can feel your longings
i can feel your sadness
i kissed your tears

i am here to love you

you saw me broken
you've healed me
you've comfort me

you felt my longings
you felt my sadness
you kissed my tears

you are here to love me

together we shared each others emotions
together we mend our  hearts
together we healed each broken soul
together we shared this unspoken longings

i found you
you found me
and
then ...
we loved each other again ...


Friday, November 6, 2009

a terminal saga


gasping breaths
racing heartbeat
you held me like a fragile bud ...

a sip of the velvety liquid
was it your kiss or the wine that intoxicates me ...

hues of passion ...
a lucid memory of a shared de javu

it all began
on the bus ride by twilight
one harsh turn
and I landed on your lap .

Monday, October 19, 2009

Remember Goodbye ...


was it worth holding his hands
when you know he won't be there forever?

Does it make you happy when you're together
when he won't be yours ?

Was it worth letting him go
when your heart is breaking ?

Was it worth loving him
when he belonged to someone else ?

Was it worth remembering him
when one day you'll meet
and you'll be just a stranger to him ?


when everything is gone was it worth crying ?
was it worth forgetting ?
whe all you can have is the memory of him ....

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

what good is love ....



what good is love

when I kept on hurting
when tears kept falling
when smile seldom touches my heart
when you're not here to comfort me ....


what good is love

without your touch
without your care
without your love ....

what good is love

if I am taken for granted
if I have been forgotten
if in your world I never exist ...

what good is love

when I just kept on longing
when you are loving someone else
when you belong to her

what good is love

when I am numb
when I am breathless
when I am lifeless ....

Friday, August 21, 2009

quills ....


with your gentle hands ....
you stretched out the white linens ...
and you held me ....
stroke ever so gently ....smoothly ...
while I glide with pleasure ...
together we poured out our desires ....
word by word ... we utter our sighs ....
a moment we both treasure ....
breath then .... for a moment...
again ... you held me sweetly ...
sweet strokes of love and passion
and a poetry is created ....


A quills poem ....

Thursday, August 20, 2009

shitashii ....



I can hear your heart beat ...
you're so much closer than I have imagined before
am I dreaming ? or hallucinating ?
am I not feverish ? or was it your touch ?
or my skin that was burning by your touch ?

my head is spinning , I am sure that my logic was lost ...
and there's no sense on getting them back
all that matters is your heart's thud ...
to know you're alive is so much worth living for ...
and to savor your sweet lips ...
tasting your summer scent ...
now I know what paradise means ....

I clung to you and you saved me from this solitary confinement
dearest .... I am yours now ...
come and claim what belongs to you ...
let our souls collide ....
yes ... embrace me into those intoxicating comfort ...
make me complete as our bodies glide into eternity .

breath ... remind me to breath for your tenderness is suffocating
as your satin skin brushed against mine passionately ...
sinking deeply into these sweet surrender
hold me tight as we flew higher ...
and as we reached this infinity
above the clouds we both sigh ...

you sought for my face and i saw your gentle eyes
no need to utter words my love ...
pull me closer to your heart ,
so I can hear your heart beat ....

aishiti masu ...


English tittle : Intimate

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

a little... hello


for a while i have been seeing your little " hello's "
for a while it's been making me smile ...

a special friend with the sincere hello
a friend who means to me

there you smiling upon reading this little poetry
for that little hello
that inspires me so ...

i wish to thank you ...
i wish to see you too ....

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Almost Blue ....



tick - tack- tick ...
the clock ticks while my heart breaks
I'm counting the time
each second of heart ache ...

drip - drop -drip ...
while my tears dripping down my face
while my heart is tearing apart ....

I watch you fade ....
and slowly you went away ...
the love had faded
this love was wasted ...

in this valley of darkness where light evades me
in this sorrow where hope eludes me ....

slowly I will embrace death for it would be such a bliss
rather than a lifeless doll
sitting in this dark shelf sanctuary .
this melodrama must end as twilight comes
and a sad rhapsody to complete this agony ....

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