scribblings...

...let the night embrace your weary thoughts.

let dreams  heal your broken soul....

let love warm your solitude and lonesome dawn...

let sunshine touch your numb emotions...

... let go of your worries and by tomorrow

you get to live again!!!

for Leo.

la memoire'

” a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca.
A kiss is not a kiss without your sigh … “


what do you do …

when you are looking for that someone
and he can’t be there ….
or he won’t be there ….

when you longed  to feel that moment
when the time stand still
but you can’t turn back time ?

when you visit the places you spent with together
but it’s different now .
because he’s into with you ….

what do you do
when you love him so
but he can’t love you ….

what then ?

let go  of him ?
what of the memories with him ?

red ... red ... wine .

a  satin touch
of this
unbroken crystal ...

a little fire ignites ...
i tasted ...
i suckled in your velvety flavor ....

an ardent  dance
of
crimson tides ....

i held you closer to my lips....
warmed by the candlelight .

a smooth rapture
descended
to quenched this withered  soul
and cure my woes ...

once again
imbibe   thee my lips
red ... red.. wine .

sleepless ...

then ...
i woke up
with this deafening silence .

a still room
with just the curtain blown by
the breeze ...

i twisted
i turned
i tumbled on this crumpled sheets ....

sleep evades me ...

i closed my eyes ...
and
i saw your face ....
i hear your voice ...
i hear you sing ...

and so .
i twisted
i turned
i tumbled on this crumpled sheets ....

i hugged your  pillow

i inhaled your scent on it ...
i breathed  your warmth ....

i closed my eyes
and
a tear rolls down my face ...

and so.
i twisted
i turned
i tumbled on this crumpled sheets ....

and  a sob ached my chest .

stars

Star gazing isn't that enchanting anymore without you ...

World Bloggers Day 2010

hello ...

come to me now ...
spring is here .

I wished I had forgotten ...
those nights in your arms .

but

you came again
and said HELLO

and I was taken
with your song ...

those sweet lullabies
and tender kisses ...

the unspoken promises of ...
love or desire ?

nonetheless ...
what matters now is
you came again
and said hello...

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Claire De Lune & more

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summer sunset

the flowers bloom
the blue sky
the sunshine

summer is here  ….

the waves so white
the scent of the sea
the colorful starfish

summer is here…

the silky sand
the soothing breeze
the curtains dance

summer is here …

the lovely sunset
the midnight sky
the lonely soul

because you’re not here .

Norah Jones

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Norah Jones (born March 30, 1979) is an American singer-songwriter, pianist, keyboardist, guitarist, and actress. She is the daughter of sitarist Ravi Shankar, and the half-sister of Anoushka Shankar.  Her career began with her 2002 debut album Come Away with Me, an adult contemporary vocal jazz album with a soul/folk/country tinge, that received five Grammy Awards, including Album of the Year, Record of the Year and Best New Artist. This was followed by her second album, Feels like Home, released in 2004. In 2007, she released her third album, Not Too Late. Jones released her fourth album, The Fall, on November 17, 2009. She has sold more than 17 million albums in the US and over 40 million records worldwide; altogether, she has sold more albums than any other female jazz artist during the 2000s. On December 11th 2009, Jones was named Billboard's 60th-highest artist of the decade based on charting of her songs.

Official Website

Discography

Dame Shirley Veronica Bassey, DBE (born 8 January 1937   in Cardiff, Wales), is a Welsh singer who found fame in the late 1950s and has continued a successful career since then worldwide. She is best known for recording the theme songs to the James Bond films Goldfinger (1964), Diamonds Are Forever (1971), and Moonraker (1979), and is a UNESCO Artist for Peace.
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Discography

Sade - Soldier Of Love

Biography

Soldier Of Love lyrics
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Experiment 101 : Passion , Pleasure and Poetry

the thought of a man's skin ....
warm skin - brushing against mine
tickles my spine with pleasure or yet even more  ...
that doesn't leave me wondering' right ?
but what I've been  wondering , dreaming
and desired the most  is
how would this MAN would  write about me .
I've been in love with poetry ever since ....
fallen " in " and "out " of love with men who wrote and loved  poetry ...

.... I pained and hurt ...
but then there was
passion
pleasure
and
poetry
... after the anguish torment of  illusions and  fantasy ...



These three words :

(1) Passion
(2) Pleasure
(3) Poetry

A friend once told you  that desire is a very dangerous thing .
Are you up to it ?

Three words can sum up the experiment:

(1) Passion
(2) Pleasure
(3) Poetry

Without the first, the third is flat and colorless. Without
the second, the first is only a dream, and the third, a lifeless

set of words. And without the third, the first and second are
but fleeting emotions, forgotten at midday, and gone by sunset.

I've often wondered how it is like to feel a woman skin and
write the emotions directly, as if very tactile touch is a word

that is to be born into this world.

For this, we'd need four walls, a bed,  you, me and our wits.

This is a visualization of "poetry lives in the lining of your skin".
And what better way to feel than to be beside somebody who

adores and writes poetry.


( Note : Found this on my email last night .... makes me smile though )

" Groping for Words "

Stairway.
Seven and nine.
Between.

Between lips breathing fire.

I sense you.

Drawn.
Like magnets.
I close my eyes.
Lights.
Shadow.
Dim.


I'll paint your neck with desire.

A kiss.
Words.
They flow..
Like raindrops from the sky.

I struggle to
Find
Words
To describe.

The flavor of your kiss eludes me.

It eludes me.


Stairway.
Please.
One more.
Time.

Note :  from a friend  ... just posted it here since it is " too much for his own brand " lol.

    

Sunday

Woke up by 7 am, cleaned the house ...  until my floor tiles are all crisp and shiny !!!
and by 10 am I had my apple and cinnamon with peanut butter spread sandwich with a steaming black coffee !!! ( yey!!! )
Gathered the three boys ... a splash and swoosh on the bathroom and wiped the monsters and put clean clothes so that they can go out running again and get dirty. lols ! After all they had the energy with their hot dogs , eggs and rice for breakfast while watching Toy Story for the gazillion time ! urgh !!!

So , so... defrosted the chicken for lunch ... chopped some potatoes , garlic, onions , red bell peppers and started cooking chicken - hehe !
And so it simmers ... added tomato sauce and pepper, salt ... yummy... now we are hungry !
The boys and I ate lunch by 12 noon....

Took a bath by past 1 pm and a nap until 3:15 ... turned on the speaker and heard Evanescence singing Hello ... such a sad song ...but I liked it ...
I'm hooked with her songs right now and it's on my phones play list ...

So went down and check on with the monsters- still watching DVD and guess what's on TV  screen ? eheh - Ariel !!! yup the red haired mermaid ... for the love of God they liked Ariel so much and they have it back to back with Woody - over and over and over the weekend ... I guess they must have gone over with McQueen
and those Mighty Morphine Power Ranges !!! well kids !

Fix some sandwich for snacks and hot Milo ....

Changed clothes and fix my ever stiff hair into an untidy bun -lol ~ just one of those " bad hair days " .
Walked for a couple of blocks , checked for the DVD store and after 2 hours of looking finally I settled with Gossip Girl Season 1, too bad their Season 2 is not complete ... so I bought 1 then head off to Supermarket ....

By past 6 I'm already preparing dinner eggplant and ground pork ... just have to eat veggies too ...
Dinner by 7 pm and A Double Dutch Ice cream for the kids dessert . Washed and dressed the kids for bed ...
Tidied the kitchen and got a hot bathe .

So I ate my share of that sinful Double Dutch ice cream watching Gossip Girl Season 1 ... and both are interests me ... til I licked on the last spoonful of the cold creamy delight ...

 

 

Gossip Girl is cute more like of  the teenage- socialites life - cute , interesting , intriguing , romantic ... well I liked it... and my fave character is none other than wardrobe queen Blair Waldorf

                                                      
                                              and planning to get the Second Season.

4:56 am - Monday ... Went to bed , time for me to sleep ... work tonight --- eeeeeekkkk !!!







xo.xo. Happy Monday !!!

eyes closed ...

you wake up each  morning ....
and think about me .... thinking if what i'm doing...

you close your eyes for a moment...
and will imagine if what i must me doing right now ...
then you would imagine other things like... what if you wake up one morning and i'm beside you ...
you would hug and kiss me...
breath in my scent... you will hold me closer ... and whisper ..
" i love you  ... "
and you will close your eyes ...
and wait  for the " i love you too " part ...
still you will hold me close and feel my warmth ...
close your eyes and you don't want to wake up yet...
hoping that the dream will not end...
not just yet...
please not just yet ....
i do the same thing each morning ....

when you're not with me ....


photo by :
Skategirl

A Belated Birthday to me....

This should be celebrated on January 10 , 2010 but heck I got confined in Mactan Doctors Hospital for Acute Tonsillitis Pharyngitis , so much for the sweets and wines of the holidays !!!

So I celebrated my 28th birthday with nurses and doctors coming in and out my room ... and I'm stuck with a fantastic-nostalgic curtain ....

and a hi-tech charger attacked to my wrist ....

                                        

 

 

 

So I decided to do a little Belated Birthday treat !!!!
This happened on Sunday January 17 , 2010 .
heheh ! I cooked Sausage and Mushroom Fetuccini Carbonara( please excuse the picture below it certainly lacks color - lols  but I guarantee you that it tastes awesome !!!! )

and creamy Ube- Macapuno Cake from Goldilocks too !

                                 and then the kids and I watched end up the night with movie marathon as usual ....

                                     

we watched :

Knowing

And The Day The Earth Stood Still 

which to my disappointment both movies are dragging and boring ... I was expecting exciting adventures and more ... more action than talk.... but then we can't always get what we wanted right ? heheh ! At least I am well now  , active , alive and 28 years old ! aaaaarghhhh ! And totally forgot it's Sinulog Festival in Cebu  lols... sign of aging eh ? hahaha !

interlude ...

smile ...

you captured my heart  ...
a yearning touch ...

a longing heart ....

intertwined with this emotions

of ...

love ....
passion ...
and a journey to the past ....

softly  you whisper ....
sweet words and hoarse sighs ....

love me ...
never leave me ...

promises ...
and
dreams ...

your song ... never fades away ....

you .
me.

and somewhere between life's journey ...

we met again .


for you my love ....

back in your arms again ...

i can see that you are broken

i want to heal your wounds

i want to comfort your soul

i can feel your longings

i can feel your sadness

i kissed your tears

i am here to love you

you saw me broken

you've healed me

you've comfort me

you felt my longings

you felt my sadness

you kissed my tears

you are here to love me

together we shared each others emotions

together we mend our  hearts

together we healed each broken soul

together we shared this unspoken longings

i found you

you found me

and

then ...

we loved each other again ...